Poetry

Entities or you ?

Just twenty two, and her eyes are blue, she’s looking in my direction.
Already gave her my affection,
to make her think, shall we have that drink, and get to know each other.

Oh, she’s mine!

Pretend, I don’t know!
what to do ?
where to go?
Confused, I am. The victim.

My last one, she’s the crazy one, evil to her core,  betrayed me, by not, letting me be, this man you see before you.
How dare she ask for more, after all these years, she has always appeased my comforts.
How dare, she find her voice, and tell me of the breadcrumbs,
I had gave her.
Or did she leave me?
And, I don’t know why?
Think she had that breakdown!
Oh how I tried!!
Taking my kids too, boo hoo.
I’m really doom and gloom
sitting in this pub.
Getting those sympathy votes,
in, my, delusions.

Oh I’m good!

Oh gosh
That nutcase has started,
the children are disheartened,
Looking at me, like I’ve broken her in three,
as she bleeds out, the pain, of the betrayal,

I know I’m smirking, and she’s hurting
and I’m saying
you still love me!
The tears are flowing ,
I  just can’t help it !
Some how the pain, her suffering,
feeds me, makes me feel alive again!

(For I live inside of him, the entity of his choosing)

Not one ounce of remorse!!

This is the story too!

I’m sorry, I’m  lost and lonely now,
please forgive me some how,
To be fair I only kissed her once.

Don’t forget, my daughters, a lot older too,
how could you not think,
I’d think it through!!!

Son a bunch of slags they Be, tomorrow in the pub you’ll see!!

(Secretly inside)
I am that man,
I’m full of pride for all my conquests !!!
Omg if they only knew, I’m poaching quite a few!!!

Let this sink.

Your not a healed man,
The mature man,
Who knows who he is.

Cause your still crying to everyone,
Good man,
good man,
good man
That I am.

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10 January 2023