Can I hold your hand, let’s walk a while, does it feel right, is my hand snug in yours, does it feel tight ?
Neither one of us is being true ?
Who will we make blue ?
Can we give excuses, for the conniving, lying, that took place, it wasn’t grace!!!
Oh don’t think of that,
put it out of your head,
you cannot let morals,
or integrity come in,
not yet, thats later,
when we get caught,
we can pretend,
all that it taught.
Lets look at the stars, let’s pretend its not the dark, that were playing in,
its the moonlight, were betraying in.
Can I rest my head on your head ?
Ah that feels comfortable.
Can we feel around, caress our hands our heads, just to see if we really want to play, this game of the stray who betray?
Can we use the whispered words, of the spiritual connection too?
Come on, how will we make believe,
this space, this sexual embrace, with the untruths of you of me of us?

Her story she told too.
I need to see it through,
this grasping, clasping, holding and lusting, will we get the trusting?
I miss it you see, that physical connection,
I know its not been to long, since you’ve gone.
But still, it doesn’t matter, who gives it,
I need it you see this is about me, its true, doesn’t matter that the guys not free!!
Cause to him he would be.
Anytime, anywhere, any place he’ll be there,
you just have to stare.
Show him a bit of attention, my gosh, 
he’ll be flexing and texting, and making sure he’s getting the errection.

Here he goes this is the story he told.
Are you ready for me, is this what you want it to be?
All of me, are you sure at this point?
What will I tell them, if I go through, with this with you?
What will I think?
After the sexual trait, that i just can’t help of late, with anyone of use.
We created it, to push and pull, and we tugged right through…
When all look at me, what will they see? will they see, just what I Be, on the night of the vunerable sight ?

Oh wait, shit what have I done, got carried away with the lust that I run.
Doesn’t matter the age or the size, or even where you’ve been, before this night.
Thats true, I don’t really think when all I want to do, is slip slide snidely be untrue with you.
Im full of the tricks to get you to believe in  – – – – .

Did we not know, we’d used and abused her?
The trust that she’d given us?
Is it true?
I know we spent the weekend there, at her house, with the warmth, kindness that compassionate place, that she always creates. Such loves embrace her hospitality and grace.
But we left that place, to start to embrace,
The darkness that was in our face.
To portray, the lustful display,
of the trusting of two,
who knew, that they played, in jealousy and rage, who caged, the animal of their own making,
Of the conduct they were faking and trying to create in… !!!!!

Jijgems
2022