Tumbling blocks did come,
My mothers death,
The health deteriation to, 
the emotional explosion, 
the physical pain of the strain.
The home, the job, the finances to, what was I to do?
The partner being untrue.
I’ve fallen in the well of deceit, I don’t want to seek. 
In I went deep, and deeper I sank, clutching at times,  fingertip grazing, toenail breaking.
What did I have to see, to discover in me.
Why was it so dark? why was it so hard?, why was it such a barf?
Where was the anger the rage the one who got caged?
Where was that baby, who first appeared?
Where was that spark in the heart?
Who poked and stoked, who lit that fire that gave that flame to this here game?
Where did she belong?
If not here then where?
Sweetheart Everywhere you stare 🤍💛🤍