My ego took this beating, why whats wrong with me?
Why can’t I see?
You chose another over and over me.
What was there to discover with this lover?
What did I lack, to not percieve what was real?
Where did my value go, whilst you put me on the shelf like a hoe!!
Shinning and glistening golden light blistering, like a trophy,
Till you forgot about that trophy, who you boasted the most with, two children too.

On the shelf, like all the others,
some new, shiney too, until they make you blue.
Back on the shelf they’ll go, till you need to feed your greed, now where will you go?
Which one does show, the host who likes to boast of his manhood the most.
Now what does he need? let’s see, relieve I believe. Which one will show, let’s start the convo as we go,
a quiet man a private man,
I am.
A good heart for a start, a strong man you see.
Comfort warmth I be.
Just while I see,
can you be relieve to me.
sexual pleasure is my leisure.
Come now don’t be shy, don’t be lame in this game,
let me see, all that you can be.
Let down your guards your principles to, your moral compass, you won’t even notice!
Thank you, oh feels great. You were always good for that tug, flattering me,
back to the shelf youll be.
Catch you another time when I’m down, and I need that feed to appease my needs.
Oh ladies,
my what’s app delight, my inbox treasures, that give me all my pleasures. .
To tell me how great,
how loving the man, that I am.
Honesty and truth, oh if only they knew.
Here we go……
On a warm summers night as the breeze is light, I thought I’d give you a text to see, how life is treating thee, for a wonderful girl/woman like you, are you free?

Oh, has she hooked,
we’ll see, the brilliance of me, conversation, the words, they will reveal, does she believe?

Now I see…
 
You See, it wasnt Me, it was
My ego, that took the bashing.
The personhood, that got stuck in your mud.

I give my worth, my value to me!!!
And if you don’t see, then the loss you will feel, as you watch my heels,
Kick up the sand, as it lands, Saying ‘This goddess has gone, and now you’ll understand,
that my light, Is oh so bright, 
priceless I am’!!!

Blonde hair, blue eyes, brown hair,  brown eyes, black or green, it doesn’t matter to me.
Fat or thin mixed right in.
Where you’ve been.
Because I know you ride right in, bare back as you go,
so whos the one, who takes the risks from all this?
Entanglements will be, for the energy exchanged.
For the sacredness had gone.

So pick up all the strays, the disease with ease.
Young or old who knows, searching in your ghost suit, for the next one.
Where? where? where?
Saying ‘I just want to be happy, you see,
just let me Be, don’t make me accountable, that’s not me.
I’m innocent, don’t question my integrity.
Mixed up, confused, I Be, I don’t won’t to see.

One day you’ll get to inner-stand.
For now I leave on that breeze, upon a leaf whispering, youll see, youll see, all that you BE.