I came into a harsh life, not the bouncing around, cloud dance. Feeling unloved, unplugged. No connection, with any real affection. Although as a child, lay on the grass, chewing a blade, contemplating these clouds […]

The child upon the stairs, praying please don’t shout my name. I don’t want to play this game. Knee high, to a grasshopper they say, a wee child at play, Peacekeeper was my name, Emotional […]

I loved you, before I met you, In this 3d enmeshment. I loved you, before our eyes met, before our mouths caressed. Before we lay down in bed. I don’t understand this, the logical mind […]

The boy/man whos faking I see the man you see, But I know a story behind this man. A boy with an alcoholic mother, a father who deserted, to live his life with another. The […]

If only, The faith and trust, could shine through, then maybe you’d know what to do, when the energies play with you. Instead of pretending that your knowing of the chaos of your making, cause […]

We all have human conditioning, this false person we’ve made believe in. I had mine to this person, the victim, the enabler, the abuser, unconsciously feeding and leaching too. The programmes, of the ancestral lineage, the […]

Its a place of healing, to inner see, all that we be. Through not knowing who we are, so allowing it all to just take control. Thinking it’s us at the wheel. Which Is, but […]

You know that lonely one you see in the pub, the one who tells you of lost love. The wife or hubby however it fits, you’ll know all the tricks. The one who says, if […]

And I stand ! On my knees, where I’d pleaded and begged, I don’t know if I can do this. God Please tell me I have the strength to get through this, Somehow help me […]

What did I have to offer ? you say, ‘what could I give any man at that time’ A roof over your head ,  money in your pocket and a bed! A woman who was grieving, […]