My wounds were they gaping?
Were they oozing ?
Was I being sensitive?
Triggered to see all that was inside of me?
The jealousy?
The mind fuck that had its hook?
The problem of letting go?
Now why can’t I let go?
Nothings permanent it comes it goes, it stays a while hops in for a mo, what do you know,
yet we clinge to it so.
Memories replayed over and over again, creating pain. It’s such a strain.
Yet here we play this game, teasing ourselves, he or she will make me happy, I’m not lonely, I’m just empty, yearning for home!
Where is my home?
Who am I ?
Beyond the world of Julie, who hears my words? Who sees the suffering and the pain?
The misery and strife of most peoples life’s?
It was the mind set of the day, that led the stray to engage and pray, outside themselves today!
No more display, of the creator, that they Be confused in misery.
Knowing one day they will be comforted and warmed, loved secure and true, safely in the arms of you, all being, no confusion in the illusion.
Reside in divinity, eternal one you belong 🙏💛🌈

She just wants to slay, the hardened hearts today, no more play, come home today !